without us realising,
2009 has come to an end...
A new year which all of us have been looking forward to is here..
It's been a bad 2009...
We pull through those days with pains n sufferings...
Hoping onlii for the best but it is yet to come...
As for this year,most wished to have a better days ahead...
Love,Pains,Suffers,Heartaches
Everything that have been bothering all my sweethearts..
Forget about it ouhk?
Goodbye 2009,Goodbye memories,Goodbye Pains..
N let's welcome 2010..!
Welcome happiness,Joy,Prosperity,Wealth,Good Health n everything!=))


Right..that's it for the new year wish...
uh-hum!uh-hum!
ppl im back updating my blog...haha...
Countdown was not supposed to be awesome isn't it?
For those hu noe,ue noe i noe huh?
Kicked off the year with pains,heartaches...
Without Love,without him..
Putting everything wrongly on that night...
uh-huh!shall not speak up on anytg for i can't rmmbr a sgl thing..
it hurts too much...
you,you n you!
Not a happy new year huh?*winks*
n for those hu have been there for me,thanks alot for taking care of me...
it's been sick...realii sick..

Next,especially to my peeps( terutama sekali IQAH)
ue guys have been there for me...
through my ups n downs...
thicks n thins..
pulling me up when i fall..
n ue all did realised stg on that nyt...
It's been the truth..
It's been hard to face it...
It's been terribly emotional...
It's been critically disturbed my mind till this verii dae...
I felt bad...
And i felt like settling down...
I dun want to be hurt...
I do not wish to fall for any1 ever again except for NAJIB...
It's kinda weird...
N when i sai im settling down,i m pretty sure ue all understand huh?haha!
IQAH KO PTT PHM K?
hees...im not gg to jump into a conclusion..
he's been great!he's been loyal!He's someone whom i should be with..
He's some1 hum i should bring with till death..
But i noe it's too young but yet again,if ue gurls realised i've been wanting someone hum cnnt give full love,care evrytg except for NAJIB!
it's been hard tinking abt separation,abt what i did to him...
In a way,najib has been controlling me..
Maybe for my own good n that shows me evrytg abt him...
but on the other hand,it hurts me..
we both hurt each other...
so what do i sae if 1 dae this year,i make a decision to have him partially officially mine?
indeed i will still need to tink abt it..
i shan't deny i love him fully...
but im still young...
so yar...it's been really tough...
should i settle down for i dun wish to be hurt again?

If onlii he understands, trusts me , evrytg will be fine...
If onlii he dun live with his past='(

Friends,Family,Bf
They are my loves now n always...
They shall stay in my heart no matter what is to happen...
n i wun choose btwn these 3...
I LOVE UE ALL EVRY BIT OF MY LIFE1