It's been weeks since we last met...
It's been weeks since we last have a proper talk...
It's been weeks since we last feel love towards each other...
It's been hard for the both of us...
Indeed..I am sorry for the all the mistakes i have done towards ue..
Ue have been a great guy..
Thinking of ue whole dae long will drive me crazy...
Ue have been loyal...Ue r owaes afraid of losing..
Sometimes i tot i dun deserve ue at all..
But i dun understand the reason i can't leave ue...
No matter how much i am hurt,i tend to be patient...
We lack in understanding n trust...
To love you for near to 2 years 8 mths have not been ez...
To have myself in ur life when ue r still being haunted by ur past...
I will never want to let go of all my sacrifices n patience for you that i have put in for ue all these while..
Oh boy!imy!damn much...
hope to meet ue soon..
n I m sorry for evrytg...
I am afraid of losing ue n I m afraid of loving ue more...
I am fraid to continue this relationship if it will hurt us both..
blaming each other n no understanding n trust...
no matter how long t will take or how much i have to bear,
need time to think n ease my mind...
to think of evrything carefully..
but if ue ever finds the right time to tok n meet up,tt'll be better...
i'll be right here waiting for you!
I am sick of making the first move cos i dun even noe whether ue r tinking of me...