Uh hum!
back blogging again finally..
anywae been thinking that this would be the wae for me to pour out my feelings..
But before i even said out abt my feelings,i would like to just give a short posts for 2 of my friends...

Ajan,
It will be hard for ue...
To be living ur life now without ur dad...
It's been 18 years of ur life that ue have spent with him...
No matter how he is during his lifetime,he has been ur dad...
being with ue thruout ur 18 years of life...
Now that he is gone for good,he would definitely wants ue n ur siblings to tc of ur mom...
To be a good son n brother to all ur siblings...
Praying for him is the least that ue can do...
Life have to move on...
Be strong!
No matter how sad i am for ue,i wun be showing it..
I shall sae that i wouldn't want to see any1 of us or ue crying,
for i will shed tears n that will make matter worse...
N thus ajan,i believe ue r strong n ue will take care of urself n the family..
be good n always pray for ur dad's soul...
sendg my condolesence to ur fam n ue...
May god bless ur dad's soul!aamiin!

Zura,
Right...ppl may think this post will be rather unnecessary...
but i guess it does for ue...
When ajan is losing his dad,ue on the other hand is losing ur lovely pet...
Ur cat had benn with ue thruout ur 14 years of life...
altho i have been so phobia towards ur cat n others too,
to look at tit 2 days ago was rather sad...
It makes me down,can't deny...
To have my fat hamster died after onli 1 year plus with us gone..
was a bad one..
what is with ue losing her which have been with ue for 14 years...
whatever it is,be strong...
if ue r sad,so will she...
treasure those memories...

Ouhk...done!it is rather saddening to lose someone or stg precious...
be it forever or not...
so do not bloody compare...
Next,NEVER JUDGE ME!
i repeat,Do not judge me just like that!
I smiled i laughed doesn't mean im fine...
To look at my friends downs have nvr crossed my mind...
No matter how down i m,i have to put on a tough front isn't it?
so yar...indeed do not judge me!
Life has not been great for most of us...
To lose those we love the most...
As i have mentioned earler,whether or not it he or she is leaving us forever,it does make an impact...
I do no want to show that i m down..
As one saes,Someone hu laughs,smiled n crazy always,
are the one hu bears the pains without ppl noeing...
I wish i m strong,iwish i can be as per normal..
I wish ppl can read me...
but no!once it is hidden,no1 will noe....
the pains i bear is rather invisible...
How should i react when love makes a great impact on our life?


Right after some time,this is the post i have been wanting to put up..
n which cuzzie have been waiting for..soriie yeah..
internet was down a few daes ago,to be precised..



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Kamal n aishah's solemnisation dae...
hey guys!hope ue guys will pull thru all ups and downs together...
smuga kekal dmpi ke akhir hayat...
sbar dan terus bersbr...

"sudahlah lau org tknk kwn ngn ko lagy kak...kwn bole carik"quoted from mom's speech..
lost of words when mom said that='(...



missing someone badly...seriously aku sial!
tp what to do....i will definitely throw this feeling out soon..
it's been daes i dreamt abt ue...
n y must it b ue...?ue belong to someone..but this is so different...feel like crying!