It is realii sux to wake up early in the morning when it's raining...
hehe...m i right?
i guess it applies to all too right?
right...now m listening to BIDADARI HATIKU...
so in love with this song...
evrytym i listen to this song,it owaes reminds miie of someone..
altho he din sing this song,but i feel like he's the one hu is singing..
hehe...so the merepek...but hope to listen to him singing this song one dae later..
hehe...n2 i keep hearing him callg miie syg...god!!wth!!??
yest tok was rather awful...ue noe tt im hurt listening to evrytg which im not supposed to...
im on the verge of tears but i did cntrl myself...hais...
im not suppose to feel so ouhk??
hehe...=))should be happy fer evrytg...grr..im soo gg to make myself hurt over n over again to forget hym...
sobs...but then it hurts miie more when he called miie one word tt is not meant fer miie...
uurghx!altho i smiled over the phone(crazy),im still hurt tinking abt the fact..
anywae,daes past by realii fast..
haha!!!
can't wait fer tml i swear...CHALET N GFS HERE I COME!!
hehe..im soo gg to release my stress..im not over hym...
n to bf,he has been treating miie ouhk luhh...
but still vulgarities r still being poured to miie..=(
realii i dunnoe how i shud feel now..
ouh yar...wenta cp with mom n aunt to buy aunt's b'dae pressie..
hees...n when otw hm mom keep toking abt bf...
she keeps reminding miie to tc of myself..
as she saw our pix in my wallet(ku luper luhh seii nak bwk wallet kua smlm so dier bongka uh)
anywae she did apologised...
N SHE"S NOT MAD but reminds miie to be careful..
sbb tu gmbr dier pelok aku...chicken betol!!haha..
uurghx..i realii feel like crying upon listening over this..
i sun even noe whether we'll be together till the end..
mom told miie to find someone hu wil bring miie to the right path...
him??he did his best,i swear...i mean it's all up to miie..
im soo confused n hurt over our convo...
ue realii dunnoe how i felt...n i have no choice but to tell ue tt im gg to sleep..
cos i cn't bear to listen further=(..im soriie..
im not supposed to feel this wae,realii..=))